this is peace

Darare daarare maathein pe maula..
Marammat mukadar ki kar do maula..

Maula mere maula...maula maula

Jab teri gali aaya sachi tabhi nazar aaya..mujhme hi wih khusbu thi jisse tune milwaya!!

Tootke bikharana mujhko zaroor aata hai warna ibadat wala shahoor aata hai
Sajde mein rehne do ab kahi na jaaonga..ab jo tumne thukraya toh sawar na paaonga..

Jab tu rubaroo aaya nazreen na mila paya..
Sar jhuka ke ik pal mein meine kya nai paya..


This has to be pure love..

A spirit called Karen walker

One of my most favourite characters is Karen Walker!! She is not full of life but of alcohol, she reeks of it. Her wit is un paralleled & her saracasm, her sense of fashion, her squealy voice and choice of words is unique

(Grace walks in with a cow-print skirt) Karen: Got skirt?Karen: God, I swear if these test results are ok, I will devote the rest of my life to serving you.Will: Your fine.Karen: (raising first two fingers into the air) HA! Fell for it again God!Karen: Oh, honey, what's with that hair? It looks like you've got moose AND squirrel in there

If you want people to like you you have to buy them things." (Karen Walker)"

You're in a gay club with a nice ass, start shakin' that money maker!" (Karen Walker)"

You say potato, I say vodka." (Karen Walker)

"I smell liquor on my breath. You're drunk!" (Karen Walker)

"Oh yeah, honey, we're all lesbians when the right man isn't around." (Karen Walker)

"Honey, black, white, gay straight... What's it matter? We all finish ourselves off in the end anyway!" (Karen Walker)

"Oh, just climb on top of each other and get it over with already." (Karen Walker)

"Well, I feel a little bit uncomfortable. All of these gay eyes on me. Judging me. Undressing me. Then dressing me up again in a different outfit." (Karen Walker)

"Oh... So, Wilma, honey, listen. I forget, what are you these days, gay or straight? Wait, wait, wait. Let me do a little test. Okay, there's a penis and a vagina in a tent. And it's on fire. Which do you save?" (Karen Walker)

Karen: Uh, honey, I don't know what century you're living in, but women aren't allowed to drive.
Will: You don't know how to drive, do you?
Karen: Why would I? Besides, someone's got to be the designated drinker!
and when she wanted to talk to Vince in the courtroom:
Karen: Hey, robe, permission to approach the hot cop?

et cetera

good things come to those who wait..if we go by the same logic something grand must be on its way for me. equal oppurtunities, is what i want to give to all the letters in my blog today. none of them would be in capital nor would any letter get a special character, they would all be treated the same. what is mediocrity, do we foster it or we nip it in the bud..ones who survive the terrible disease of mediocrity can they make it to the end....is making it to the end the sole purpose of life..and they say its the journey not the destination so why is the stress on heaven or hell when thats the destination...the journey might determine the destination,but who determines the journey..if its fate and an uncontrollable factor by the travellor..a mere draw of luck...if what is to be will be then where do emotions come into play..why does one dream..count ur blessings but what if ur twin has the red toy car you wanted, would the blessing help overcome the want the need and the desire...if things are meant to be then what is jealousy...is it healthy..required...not required...unavoidable..

I ve realised..its not the why me bt what now is what helps in the end..though in the end it doesnt even matter

Restless

Its been a while that I've written something, though there have been influx of thoughts, flurry of people, a 180 degree change in my life but somehow i could not put it in ink or rather record it in my blogs.

Superpower!!!! will i be bestowed upon some supernatural power?? or if i could be any assertive while my guardian angels are reading this post, I want a Superpower!! I could be one like reading minds or maybe bending minds for my greater good or something like walking through walls and to be specific i would want a superpower which would make me the most Intelligent, Smart, Creative, Diverse, Invincible,kind, humble, loved,cared,lucky, affable, Rich, powerful, respected, dignified...blah blah blah individual in the universe. I dont really want any annoying responsibilities with it, i wish to live an un-inhibited & unencumbered life without any stress.

If wishes were Donkeys, beggars would ride them inspite of having said that i believe that some wishes have the power of coming true by themselves. And its my earnest wish that this dream comes true without working on some twisted detail which i forgot to mention and which will make me feel so hollow inspite of the wish coming true, so somebody..anybody listening????

Thru the glass eye

To my lists of 'first times' this year has been remarkable and when i refer to the year i would rather talk about a time frame when i had so many of my "First time ever" experiences.The time frame ranging between 12months - ???months. I had funny visual experiences for the last one month, not being able to read sign boards which were 20-25feet away from me, squinting of eyes while watching a particularly intriguing piece of work on tele, inability to check the timings on the display board for my underground train, sudden headaches, so on and so forth. Eventually all this led to the already known cause of Shortsightedness & I got my first ever pair of glasses. The optician had warned regarding the Side effects of wearing glasses which was when i start wearing them the brief spells when am without them might make me feel my eyes are going worse, but that would not be the actual case!! It sure did sound pretty confusing to me, but soon was crystal clear. The moment i donned my glasses, the hues and colors came back to me like i had never seen them before, i could read the tiniest prints to the farthest bill board, catch the slightest ring of smoke from the chimney house far away, see the bright color jerseys of football players running on the ground which otherwise was quite a blur for me. This sudden revelation of my weak sight was a shock & sigh of relief as well, shock for i had been tolerating this quality of pictures to be projected on my brains & relief that things would be better now. But the moment i remove my glasses life goes back to its dull shades,things loose their color,everything looked plagued by Jaundice.But thanks to the picture editor in my life..my glasses.

Snowflakes

Snowflakes float gently from the sky,Slowly they fall passing by.

Twirling and whirling where they might, Millions of snowflakes in flight.

Down, down, they go, Blanketing the ground with so much snow.
Going where they may,On the ground they lay.
Covering all that is bad,Hiding all that is sad.

Year that slipped by

It's only the beginning now...a pathway yet unknown

At times the sound of other steps...sometimes we walk alone

The best beginnings of our lives

May sometimes end in sorrow

But even on our darkest days

The sun will shine tomorrow.

The years will never take away

Our chance to start anew

It's only the beginning now

So dreams can still come true...

Year 2009 just slipped by, all the preparation for Christmas which started in late October, and stretched till the last min of X'mas eve, the thrill and planning for bringing in the new year,the crowds pouring in from every corner for 31st celebrations all have melted to a new year and a new beginning.

The year that slipped away was a pretty pivotal one for me and while it slipped away it surely made its presence felt. The year was dotted with life changing decisions, foreign flavors, fell in love with vampires of various kinds, healthy dosage of Harry Potter, explored some beautiful places which i had only read about, worked at places where i had an opportunity to discover some latent talents which i never had the faintest clue i possessed,witnessed some prolonged tough times,blamed God for putting me in sticky places & tricky situations which surprisingly converted me from an atheist to a believer or simply helped me transfer the blame to some one. But in hindsight am just confused if its me who responsible for making these decisions & landing up here or maybe its God who's making me do all these and he has some Master Plan for my life.

But on the sweet & sour note me is hoping this year should be one that makes me smile, gives me courage that helps me stay on, strength to help me realise my dreams & love that keeps me sane.